Be mindful when you speak but do not hold back the unspoken words. Free yourself from yourself.
It has been a while… I have had a busy summer, to say the least. All has been well and amazing but I love writing and I haven’t been doing much release/blog writing, just school and new business stuff. Yes, that’s right, the new business is a go in just a couple weeks!!! Big changes in my near future and all good ones!! It’s all so surreal!!! I started this journey because it worked for me when improving my life and it truly has become something amazing but now it’s my turn to help others and I’m scared shitless!! (Sorry for the profanity)
I’m ready but I’m not ready… I’m just having those off and on moments where I’m doubting myself but I’m working through them. Deep breathing and meditation daily!!!
I just thought I’d be able to start off slow and find my groove but I shared my (finally completed) new business website with friends on Facebook and I have a few of them, plus their friends and people I don’t even know messaging me and now on my waiting list!!!! It’s just crazy!!
People really are craving change and wanting to live a healthier lifestyle. I’m so glad I chose this path. Now I just hope I can actually make a difference in their lives and be the Health Coach that they need and deserve… I know I will be great but EEK I’m so nervous!!
I have everything ready, I feel confident in my school/training, you name it. I’m good to go. But I just need to be mentally good to go!! I need to practice what I preach.
Speaking of that, I just have to share a very powerful movement I’ve been enjoying lately and it’s really helping me through this exciting but nerve racking time.
The Chopra Centered Lifestyle is a great site for connecting with people around the world to meditate, enjoy free guided meditation and much much more on improving your well being and getting over the superficial side of life. It’s about connecting on a global scale to confront matters that should matter.
I’m in absolute love with it!! I play a guided meditation one every night and sleep like a baby but I’m too excited and nervous to sleep right now so I’m taking this time to write. Finally!! And it’s my little ones 13 birthday tomorrow….!!! Well technically today at 6:36am to be exact!
I think that has me in the most shock! My beautiful little human is officially a teen tomorrow. (Insert sad face here)
I just can’t believe it. I feel like I just gave birth to her a few years ago!?! Where has the time gone? I’m just so thankful we’ve enjoyed so many beautiful moments together. We are truly bonded and I hope it stays that way through the puberty stage that awaits… It’s funny when you’re young and you think you’re in love with someone, then you have a child and realize you had no idea what love truly was… She has showed me and taught me what true love was. Unconditional, nonjudgmental love. Pure love. I feel so blessed to know this feeling. I hope that doesn’t sound silly but I’m sure any parent would understand. It’s the love you would truly die for. It’s different.
You know something crazy, and I know this is crazy but also very common, I’ve never wanted to have another child because I didn’t know how I could possibly love them as much as I love her. I don’t want to share that, that’s just for her. She will never lack my love and never should under any circumstances. How do parents do it? Isn’t that crazy?
Anyway… What else can I get off my weird mind??
Oh yes, I got a couple hummingbird feeders to add to my zen place out back on my deck. I love hummingbirds, one of my absolute favorites!! So for the record, I had never seen any in my neighborhood but when I went to a friends house, a town away for ladies craft night, she had a feeder and 2-3 hummingbirds came. it was so mesmerizing to me, I went and got one the very next day. Two hours after I put it up I was witnessing the beauty for myself and now it’s daily. It’s amazing how those little moments in life, when you notice life, awakens you inside. I love everything about nature, even cicadas are beautiful. We found one a few weeks ago when potting a couple new plants. It’s a creepy beauty. I’ll attach a few pictures of random things.
Well, I’m actually sleepy now and my daughters birthday slumber party is finally snoring so it’s safe for me to do as well! Ha! Goodnight world!
Until we meet again…